Sad face

This is what I got when I googled 'sad face'.

I am currently in a low swing of the ol' depression roller coaster. I blame the dog psychic for reminding me that I have depression, and I blame boys for liking me, and I blame myself for not immediately telling boys whom I don't like that I don't like them.

Also, I'm stressed out about my certification test. I've been taking notes and studying off and on, but I'm also kind of over-scheduled with work and teaching, so I haven't had too many free nights to study. I basically have this weekend and next week and then my test, unless I reschedule the test. It's not difficult stuff, just a lot to memorize.

But ugh, the boys. It used to be you could just not return texts and they'd get it. But I guess now they'll just keep texting you forever unless you tell them to cut it out? Where is their dignity? I feel like a terrible person.

So yeah, I'm eating everything. HOWEVER, September is a whole new month. I'm going to do the Arbonne cleanse all over again! Shake, Blue Ribbon lunch, shake, and yoga. That's the plan! Wish me luck! (again!) I did lose two inches around my abdomen and waist this time around. Who knows what'll happen when I do it for real? I might even post before and after pics this time.